| Thursday, August 16, 2007 |
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hey hey haha so funny tt time library i used morse code talk yea/??? INFERNAL AFFAIRS!!!!!!! haha my frens tt noe me sure noe my pattern ahaha.. since young, i have been toking abt my idols alot ..hahahs like cheryl says.. ''that's ur nature wat'... wenxin says..'' u r always faithful/loyal to ur idols'' hahaha..my unique tastes n all. i m proud of it. i hope prove to pple they my idols are good..haha ..hey i also watch meaningful things n funny thing..haha not only idols.. but basically.. i used to be always nagging abt idols hahaha....n their shows..their actions..their songs... hahahs..irritating rite??AHAHAHAA..but that's me.. last time. now some lingers. there's nth wrong abt that yea.haha. jimmy lin - i was p3.. until now. even used to find out his blood type..fave pet etc.haha..boyish n cute dicky cheung-the one who act sun wukong..haha n wei xiao bao..and many meaningful farnnie shows!!! n very cute also. esp when young -tony leung chiu wai - haha liang chao wei.. funny actions. i even notice the way he eat n drink so special.. n ..hahaha...hmm so funny me n my 2nd bro used to tok alot abt him in our ways. like haha the liang chao wei hole..the mouth below there..i got liang chao wei hole too!!! yeahh! n his actions la...the way he walk..the way he handle things... haha ELOW- is he counted??!tis tall n thin guy teacher in plmgs ..haha i duno why i disturbed weiling wif him..den in the end beum tt i like him.. when tokin abt him is so funny cos will laugh till face or ear turn red.. elow is the MILO and YELLOW related one...haha MY LOW ...YOUR LOW...geddit? even the CME long n thin book reminds us of him yea..his actions if analysed , are funny but genenerally he's ok.. n his cologne smell so strong.. all this while my reaction to him n his smell etc veri sensitive ahha den everyone think i like..but in actual fact..haha i m jus being cheeky..mean like the lesson so boring...den find something to laugh abt..joke abt..harmless way la.. haha. but stil the lesson boring..weilin n i accused each other of smellin the chair he sat on..haha...smelllin the pencil..funny funny.. when my class got three michelle..he reserved the christian name for me..muahah means he see me higher??hwahaha jkjk pple even ask if i got go back visit him or not haha..i dun feel offended..i mean is not serious..they noe also la..i guess y do i keep sayin all these?!?!?! haha to let u all pple out dere who duno me well noe. that i m rather cheeky.n make fun or things..that harmlessly.. not to forget chew chor meng - wahh last time his shows so nice..village boy so funny so nice..now maybe not alr.. -andrew seow!!- when he acts is like wah.. if angry very fierce..if poor thing...very pitiful de :( -nick shen haha i liked him for a while ... -avril lavigne..i was crazy abt he for a while..now i m fine =) haha..i used to be crazy over COMPlicated video n song ..n well her self..cos she is not too girly n yet pretty n nice n sounds good ...song good.. michelle branch maybe. haha not to forget rongming ...nvr say die....my idol aka fren!! he's a funny n nice person...nice to see him on tv too..!YEp. haha u all dun believe can ask my sec sch class mates..i used to whole day tok abt my idols..their shows n stuff..cos i really like it alot haha..wan to erm spread the joy? hah or maybe i got nth much abt my self to tok abt so i lidat... now i m not so siao le..realli i m counted balanced now already.. hahahas. last time used to force frens watch my fave vcds ..haiyoo i tortured them. but some are willin to listen ...ahah..but i have to know they got diff. taste too ;) ..hmm... now i no longer do that much. n nvr realli force..last time when i keep tokin abt my idols ,..i realise u pple get bored also..haha yep so i dun wanna keep tokin ...
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| Wednesday, August 15, 2007 |
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well well.. if u are jus about to judge someone jus by wat u see them choose wat they wish to show u on the internet then it is not true. i can blog a million things of my idol and not a single one abt my mother, my grandmother and others and u can go there saying that wah u don care abt ur mother ah u this not filial person ...blah blah.. nth is better closed then a human's mouth sometimes.there may still be a million of things i don wish to share with u. haha. why i blog abt him is that he's on tv too ;) hope that u all can noe wat i like watchin on tv and how i m inspired by pple. well so. u wont noe a person thru his or her blog. jus maybe u think u noe him/her. but u dont. u can then assume things people choose wat they wan to show.wat they wan to type. u can comment. u can joke about it yes..u can believe wat u wanna believe. but the fact that i choose to blog ant something is so that i m not afraid u pple out there will be sad that i din blog abt u. cos y? u wan me blogging abt u pple every detail in everyday life? i blog abt u..means..i like u? there can be a million things stuck in my heart that i dun wan to reveal. wat i blog are jus wat i choose to let u see. wat i think u all will or may have smth to talk abt. also how i really feel and my destress centre? haha. sometimes. i tink of smth impt..den i have the urge to blog abt it but is too troublesome..tts y i keep editing posts which i dun like so i din really like havin a blog la...so sometimes i decide not to blog abt many things as words jus seem to express the good or bad things into description.. maybe a million words will. but if i cut it down it will not seem real ..not real enough to be up to my standards.. so rather i jus keep it to myself n choose to share it when n where i like .or keep it remained in my heart. if u refer to my bottom posts, i attempted to blog abt every1 i care for. but it's funnny. no link sometimes. wat for? cos i fear they will feel sad that i din blog abt them. but now i understand and trust that i care about them even if i dont tell the world about them. i can tell of them to others thru many other means instead of the internet. i can learn from them and benefit frm them without thanking them in the blog watsoever. blogging is not an official centre where there is an fixed input and output. u can put anything in. n others can choose themselves to take anything out. believe wat u wan to believe...say wat u wanna say...well.why am i not afraid to blog about certain things? is that i feel that u will stand up for me and i trust that u or others will know and be secure enough not to be affected by others and their thoughts. this is becos the 1st person him/herself knows the situation of the blogger better. there's nothing to hide. it is jus a matter of wat u choose to put up. my fren once asked me. "Do you feel sad if pple don't blog abt you?" I said yes..abit.maybe. How could I? I should have known that blogging has many different styles and ways of doin it. not everyone has to go according to the rules that u must blog this u mus blog that..and if u blog this , it means that. if i blog this, it means this.. jus like for example. u blog abt food alot. more than u blog about people. does it mean u are a glutton? no! it jus goes to show that u have an interest in food too. it does not show that u live only for food . it shows that u wan to publicise n let people know about it. i wished that u will understand and even clear others' misunderstandings abt simple issues like this... and stand up firm for me ... i can even say wat i think is not true...hopin that u will convince me abt my own thoughts...but r u tryin to let me go back on my decisions? dun try to harm me as i dun wanna keep going back. i said u helped me.. i feel happy n free that i know things are in this way.. nth to hide.. no doubts.. nth.. but..but u can choose to believe wat u wan..there's still a sensitive point? why is this ....? some pple blog abt every single mundane thing in life. such that they even mention a passer by. and stuff like tat everysingle detail . where they go ..wat they do..wat happened and all. i feel that blogging for me shud not be that way. i dont like it that way. so report form....such a burden.. if i were to say .. today i wake up. i sleep and..i eat..den i go sch. i saw many people. i brush my teeth. there were 5 people in the toilet. wow they are very pretty very ugly. wat for? so jus blog wat uwan u dun have to spell ur heart out to everyone. cos they dont deserve it. action speaks louder than words. sometings cannot be revealed just yet. some things are better meant to be kept secret. like those ''pet names tt ur gf or bf give u'' as wat dr foo mentioned. haha! Ya. that's the way sometimes. u dun have to report all ur love story here. for wat? u mean those people who put up kissing pictures or many pictures of their husband or wife or gf or bf deems they are more loving more stable than those couples who wan privacy and low profile-ness? no! for those couples who are of low profile..do u think they really hate their partner that they cant be bothered to put them on the internet and stuff like this? no. they can. they jus dont want to. they jus dont wan others to know about their life. they like it that way. others dont need to know. u noe it btw urselves.. couples can be vv proud of themselves. yes.. they choose to show wat they wan yes.. up to them.. but one shud nvr doubt others...especially when not in the situation. anw they dont need to know.we dont have to purposely prove things for e.g. yaoming. the tall guy he only liked one girl in his life. he kept it frm the media. did not mention her name. that was so she will not be pestered n stuff lidat. but does not show that he only cares abt sports and not about his love life jus becos he did not mention it to the public. wat can be seen to others are mostly their interests and wat they hope others will like too. will support ..maybe smth to talk about? smth to be publicised to be made known. or wat i wish to share.. u dont have to change yourself jus becos others wan u too or think u shud ..stay the Same~haha nice song..got hear??hahaha..same thing..if u smart u dun need say ownself smart.. recently there is a person kept on testing me testing me, giving me no privacy. wanting me to answer. i feel very angry when i tink back. i do not answer. does not mean that i do not want. i do not agree. is that. why must i answer her? do i owe her an explanation? no. she has no right to test me to ask me...is really obstructing my thinking space and my breathing space... my private space...as i dont need to tell . the person that needs to know the answer will know it. thru actions and thru time... THERE'S MORE THAN WHAT MEETS THE EYE. EARTH IS NOT A PLACE WHERE EVERYTHING IS JUS A FACE |
 Drama '' Like father like daughter'' monday-friday 9pm starting aug 21!! starts zheng geping..nickshen..n tay yong meng... rongming!! haha shud be nice=) so exciting!! but sad tt time i tape something..de cd becum unknown disc?!?!:(waoah..the past few days were hell.. my eyes were burning.. starin stonin into the screen...too much use of com..makes my eyes red..n makes me tired too..! btw everytime when my 3rd bro come back....he see me wif the same tired expression ahaha..strugglin not to fall asleep n we funny la..muaahaha...caught up in the mundane life..well but there's a break to it...n smth we may learn frm it ..we..sorta 'help' each other in a not so obvious way..hahaa..we make each other life kinda exciting. but sometime irritating but funny all at the end of the day ;) .haha.aha so how's my java? well. i wwont get zero! ahaha.. hmm now supposed to do art /visual lit video..sounds like fun!! animatioN!! video!!! hahah!! alritey everybody.. haha i feel i overstress myself..been strugglin too much..well i hope next sem will be a better one for me as i try to things well!! hahas |
| Saturday, August 11, 2007 |
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haha.. MY Fm...radio is canto station..music to the ears~ got chinese n canto too. canto reminds me of fave hk dramas...zwj lcw..when i hear their songs on radio..wah!! hahaa..:P including jimmy lin well i keep switching radio stations.. 950... 980... 987... 933...972.. 928...88.3 ..all nice ..i dun really like too many advertisements too much talking though....haha yep who noes one day i becum radio dj. muahahah! watch out for life story 2 tues 9pm...duno which episode.. ahh "Learning java is like learning how to play piano" -Ys AH! can i play piano? no! hahaa.. pple say i got th3 can play piano face. OH NO!!!!!! nth is impossible! -post is short due to time constraint but i m still distracted n have time balance although i noe i may die.. but.. NEVER SAY DIE!!!! (even the talk says so ahah) AHHHH SO MANY ANTS IRRITATING |
| Wednesday, August 8, 2007 |
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these few days classmates haf been callin me ah lian becos of the way i sit..relaxed position i call it!! in church also..in school also...at home also.....but not obscene at all pls!!hahahaha... Unlucky period!! When i m suposed to be rushing to complete my assigments.. my laptop suddenly turns slow due to some security error! and... i have stomach cramp! wat is this! okay but now should be fine already... laptop tends to work slower when in school?? What a suprise to have Dr Foo, my PRSP java alice tutor to come to my blog!! I was so shocked when he suddenly mentioned one of my blog post to me! haha.. I actually felt motivated by him! i am glad he understood the feeling of being lost in class hahah...Didn't expect this! Now that i know his blog too... I can know more about him and get more inspired.. Firstly there's perfect English with proper vocabulary there..and detailed too..making me feel guilty about my blog, me complaining so much . ahahha!! i was tryin to find an output! but i will take things easy already :) Okay. I am more motivated to work for my JAVA but i cant gurantee anything..the most..i remodule!!!! ahhh!! which i dont wish to!! ah!! haha try my best. I am sure glad to have a teacher-fren!! :) though i m not very gd in terms of studying..he is willing to be my fren!! that's encouraging...thanks for linking me, Dr Foo! I feel so touched!! I will visit your blog regularly as I do find it interesting! Indeed, i find him interesting and clever ...inspiring too.. u do things u really like. like ...photography...debating..and the idea of sharing blog with your wife's really loving and nice :P and they have interesting good chemistry i mus say....;) today i found out that Dr Foo happens to teach in PLMGS(S) in the debating team, ELDDS! haha he trained Venetia Tan Wei Ser..head prefect.someone i admired..who somehow reminds me of rm!! haha!! I am in ELDDS too!! but in my batch, he left 2 years ago already... and he likes food ! i also find food a form of communication! always eat with my parents out on weekends..and well my family loves FOOD!!! but we don't live to eat, of course !:p Guess what? My web design i also do on FOOD!! haha.. introducing asian food!! yum...oops i got one more day to complete it.  I love chocolates!!
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| Monday, August 6, 2007 |
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too afraid to telll u all wat i dunoo struggling wif work i am tryin to save myself haha may i be saved and englightened- |
| Sunday, August 5, 2007 |
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i luv sunday show 9pm pls ah pple see got shows i like tell me...cos if i miss shows i like i will be very sad. esp in the past. n i like shows not only wif my idols haha...i like shows wif meaning n humour. ghost shows also hmm nice nnice but cant be stupid act scary act farnie shows act cool but totally irritating.wahahaha nowadays rather stress. got bad dreams. somehow everything i do i mus consider alot things.haha but i do. if i stress everything also becum stresss wahha.. worries =nothing dont worry!cos not all ur worries cum true! wahaha.. well i will take things easy. as long as i do wat i m ought to... others shall have their thinkings n doings .. eh later got tanah merah country club anni ..hoho a club i played games room fun games at..and used to swim n play at..fun quite. i used to steal coffee n tea put milk..ahah frm jackpot rm..now like no more le.. no more hot chicken wing dere..right aft swim ..no more spagetti hot hot ..but tt time GRRRR GOT ANTS AHHHHHH bad accident ~chill out ..wat she's yellin for. lie back it's all been done before...~ ~u'r tryin to be cool. u look like a fool to meee ehhh~~' |
| Saturday, August 4, 2007 |
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yay i can blog again so far i done one page of web design..i was able to focus on design better now that i tink i can refer to the concepts on practical.. wonder why i was so silly and dependent before.now also maybe..forgive me hahaha the alone show..ggot two sets of footprints..on the beaach..reminds me of jesus is walkin wif u thingy :p which is not ghostly..... in plmgs(s) sch...well...its toilets some are somehow haunted .....now i duno leh renovated..but the thing lies theree.. sk watching GHOST SHOW hehh..u wanna noe british accent of speakin? ' i bet u to win the bike' ... ' my reinforcement is to place a gamble on u this vigorous young man to get the magnificant motorcycle... tis wat i told rm when i say my fren (sk) say he got malay accent den rm say he got british accent.. ahahahahhahaa reminds me of mdis times... attraction...how i define?? it is the force against gravity ...blah blah i keep bragging OHOHOHO k off to ah ma bday o ya I M SICK ..or goin to be sick..in btw. take care, michelle! i remember pple say have cough cant drink cold..but sk said b4..to cool e throat.. correctx ! haha n i give him e sore throat medicine b4 too. my bro stole my sick sweet..and sick water..the cooling rhino water....tt one i ask him he go tap water drink...freeee... and e orange flavour medicine or sweet for throat. he usee tap water to wake me up.so i will off it.. tts one of e cruel ways |
| Thursday, August 2, 2007 |
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people may be weird but at least they don't harm people! haha. i ownself also weird... haha or unique in another definition! mean like, jus being ur self doing ur tings doin ur actions cos tts who u are n love it! haha of cos we change for the better if we wan but...not fake it for evil motives..correct?? haha. i dun like to be criticised.. i will remember it for a long time although i know it is not true. balerie also like this right?haha.. i remember sec 4 we got a survey tt say abt ourselves n our suitable jobs n personality stuff ahaha..nex time show u all... i also dun like to be misunderstood alot alot! cos after one does so much and yet is taken for nothing or another thing.. u all also don like hor!!! ask wat u can do for others n not wat others can do for u...n eventually the care can frenship or like/love will be reciprocated or returned. aye sounds like christian phrase hor? haha ~ now i in school usin sch com in lesson bloggin cos teacher goin thru web design pages wif other people..ahahaa all the best to u all ! my projects all haven do yett ahhh diee ahhhh nvr say die... but aiyaaaa and i later gona try learn java againzzz try learnin the smart wayyyy ahhhh!!!!!!!! hahaha!!! is this a happier post? :) haha later goin festival of praise wif cheryl n father n mother. hoho i wonder how it will be saturday ah ma bday haha. and sunday is some tanah merah thingY! tt my mother wan pull me along!! she says without me she cant eat ...cos i am in her.. ahaha....ahahaha u all doin those frens tests again ahh ahahhazzzzzzzzz sad things like thinkin of de one who made me cry on my bday wah lao! makin me miserable everyday!gettin pple to go against me...wanting to purposely do things in front of me la.. but i try not to care... then it comes jumping at me chargin and passbying and no choice it jus have to let me see and hear and feel . i will try not ignore it. thinkin tt i trusted some1 quite alot or tried to accept e person weakness and stuff n din build a wall of michelle ard me and that the disappointment is also greater la ...haha rm told me b4 abt building the wall of michelle ard myself ...not trust others so easily..tt was e first time he called my name sia...wah.. haha.. |
| Monday, July 30, 2007 |
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30 july today's some how a sadder than usual day for me. so i noe i mus blog. haha. i don't like to count my sadness..so i'll skip that . there are still pple or things which brighten up my life LIKE.. -a joke of t-shirt half worn n den thrown away - late good afternoon msg jus at the right time when i was feelin jus a lil lonely or sad abt things and environment. and a blessing of good luck for ur test. - everyday detail that u cannot take for granted but sad thing is... there's always things u wont expect that will happen!! and things that are easier said than done!! -my brother and us disturbing making fun of things and well, bonding and joking in our own style. -if my 2 gd maids fren were here.she smsed me..happy family... sad thing is everyday the sad thing may happen waste tears on it wat for? well i dont wanna make things difficult for u / pple i need to learn to get immune to this too haha..pickin on pple weak points isn't the way! i recall smth...! once ... my bro asked me take pic of pple at his baby 1st month. den i tried ask them turn to look at camera. alrite. den the way i asked was unnatural la. but not all were giving me face too. not all were cooperating. unfrenly faces, no gazes no eye contact. so ignored..well nvm...the pastor still say ' this kinda photographer..i don wan take photo..come let's all not turn our heads'... well that made me waste my tears but surely not in the open. i keep wasting water wasting tears...mus be the crying moles..wahaha... pls note: if i cry, i do not require symphathy. it will make me cry more out of gan-dong-ess or recalling... i cry is to relieve the indepth sadness kept inside.. if i can la... usually my tears are jus like me... slow reaction. haha. hahaha..alright have a nice day everybody. dont bother ur self with nonsense ;)...if nonsense surrounds u....hot with anger ....i understand... well...i will find a way or i wont stay |
| Wednesday, July 25, 2007 |
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thnx 'teacher' who dont like to be called teacher for ur help and encouragement..saying i definitely top others in terms of wanting to try.. giving me courage and motivation...thanks 'teacher' who telling u were as unclear as me before..as sincerely blur ...as totally lost....saying u made it into the success stories....thanks teacher who understood me and was rather patient with me despite sometimes ....although u may be rather sadistic when u tok abt hard c++ and all laughing sadistically ....u r funny...u find it FUN..u say java is nnothing do stay this way..if others could be more understanding.. not forgeting com sys tut teacher who said term test only wat. work harder every1 can be e best. n also the smiles frm cmath tut tchr n com. sys lect..i hope it will last..wahaa..i dun wanna disappoint u haha the teacher i thot would be gd turn out to be bias. turned out to look down.....aiyo.tt particular tchr who told me to WAIT when i ask for help..ask me WAT I WRITING etc etc..almost made me generalise tchrs..wat is this haha.. all the best den ~ alrite best-er or best teachers awards....sk ...joyce ng...magdeline.. n 'teacher'..and also others tt teach me things in life...even young teacher caroline who wanted to take pic with me b4!! aha, can u believe it! :P she told me to contact her but so far i din.. i still haf her note with me..she's a sweet n funny tchr to all her students too...think now she is journalist...also in p6..teacher played for me the mariah carey song..aha cant take that away..nice ..tts in p6 ....ahah those who are experienced and wise..wahhaaa n willin to explain things to be frm scratch why?they are willing to slow down with me.. despite my real stupid questions n all. hahaa... alrite. it's up to me neeeowwww....... i will try to depend on myself too. i thot IT course jus work hard can le..well i guess ...it's more den dat ;) |
| Monday, July 23, 2007 |
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Some advertisements... malaysian channel.. haha radio i tink 9.28 fm english the songs nice...advertisements also funny...n DEFINITELY NOT IRRITATING!! sunday 29 july do watch i love sunday 9pm... funny! |
| Friday, July 20, 2007 |
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helloo these few days when i wake up i feel sad! cannot! i should be happy to be able to wake up! haaha.. maybe cos sleep too long...or is it the sad atmosphere? alrights... everybody...still stay happy.. ;) be happy..despite the weather and anything that happens... take it easy ... i mean where got life so smooth throughout? somethings happen...we experience and we know... so just let it come ..let it go... i so disappointed in myself..i was abt to go eat...my father smsed me that he on his way home..den i was so ready to go down soon..den i went bed lie a while..den sleep to sat morning alr.. 7am ..i thought is school is it.. den come here blog lor..haha khm..ahaha i feel sad cant eat wif dem.. hope my father not sad. i feel sad i no discipline!!!! HAHAHA ALRIGHT EVERYONE ENOUGH OF THE SAD THINGS GET OUT THERE AND IT'S THE WEEKENDS!!!! STAY HAPPY DONT WORRY BE HAPPY REMEMBER CHEW CHOR MENG ACT INSIDE HAHAHA...u see when i stress or sad or anyting,...will watch tv..tts y i haf idols n all n like sense of humour cos make me laugh...den laughter best medicine rites... ;) but not false humour ..wahaha...not only got humour..also got meaning..inspiration..motivation..it's a good way to LeaRn ..unlike boring lectures..hAHaha that i will TRy to pay attention to...in my life got a few of wise n funny pple yea haha... haha friday i support cheryl leh..or rather her 'fren' har haha :P bf la... ...buy bubble tea :P..i also forced my frens to buy..wahaha... see...when my frens or family need any support or wat i will support or attend to ..n be erm 'gan chiong' abt it.. or CONCERNED abt it... so yea ;)my frens n loved ones i will support and love u all all the way!!! for e.g. rm de soccer....so dont need to ask me why...that is if u're true...or i tink u're true la... haha but sometimes mus see the situations... u love me i love u.. we are one big family... is this the way to sing it? haha.. pple who care for me are worth me caring for them.. and also i truly cared and care for them ;) ...so well ...look ard u ..those who care abt u..do treasure them! those who dont bother..WHY SHOULD U BOTHER? reminds me of i sec 1 drama nite.. i act haha..but i din call my parents n brother for their support..din call dem come..they were so sad :( but i sec 1..first time perform on stage haha...vanessa came...but she was late haha and din see me act..i acted ast theif wif my three other frens anw ^^ it was a funny one! i kinda wrote the script too! :P i was too shy to ask parents watch me.. but if i could turn back time i will jus call dem..i wont be too shy..i will be thick skin.. den i wont lose their opportunity of happiness to see me. but who noes in the future..haha... k.jia you to all of u and me.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont let anything block ur way!!!! u do wanna listen to the nice playlist haha...some nice songs...do focus on the complicated song by my idol avril..wahhaa LIFE'S LIKE THIS... unfair n all..but well...accept it. |
| Thursday, July 19, 2007 |
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stop talking about urself, blog is not the way to do it, life is the way to show it, look at urself, not in the mirror,look at it in the way.. it's more to the eyes OK pls stop spoil my mood.. who cares wat u think wat u do. jus look at the things u do..u mean u wan others to spell out to u? ha. who need always act weak man. if ur jealous..do control it....christianity.... 'jealousy is a sin'....jealous abt the rite thing is normal..but jealous de word is too strong..gan chiong the word too strong..is concerned.. if u wan compare looks.. one mountain higher den the other...the one so materialistic liking the things on the OUTSIDE?? Who is the one man.. everyone's God's creation. stop criticising God. stop making things go round and round.. jus stop it.i can't take it. i will still treat u as a human being..cos that's wat God wans me to do. ''Love ur enemies..smth lidat...'' but wont love u. cos u hate me. u left me from the start. if i dont see u do those bad things, i shud be alrite. somethings dont need to be too close wif pls i am not picking on u. i m talking abt things of u and even others generally . u can ask any1. or ask urself. when am i unfair? that's seldom. if u really hate me.. i cant help it. all i can do is to disappear from u too. u tink i like it...having u trying being sarcastic in front of me..pretending i m invisible...WHISPERING right in front of me...saying everything u wan to say..testing me...
haha rongming soccer haha saw him shaking his butt.. HAHAHA he fell down.. i din scream pain eh as he expected me to.. de 'monkey scream' memorable moment though he hug eric tsang though eric committed a foul. haha! he sacrificed a lead role for this charity soccer i tink... and.he also wear ybyb shirt inside.wana take out..but din win so din..  hah he nv thot tt he could hug some1 or play football wif some1 he admired..
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| Monday, July 16, 2007 |
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so many attention seekers lately... u say sad or not? but still got kind souls ard. ..n teacher who say dun call me teacher call me doctor..haha...so wat man... michelle is falling asleep when my eyes getting abit small... teacher not willing to help..teacher ask me WAIT so loudly when i ask for help... teacher keep calling my name...stupid teacher..today no him..so grt ! haha..lokman e 'cute guy' me n kenneth always see told me smth... teacher look down on u...u score well... haha u can look down back on the teacher.. kenneth says it's true..i tink this idea's cool. muahahha okay okay happy stuff...when i tink of them i will blog haha happy tt i got true frens... haha pple tt i can talk wif n ya be happy wif.. unfortunately also pple i not vv gd wif or got doubt abt... *heart filled with weary*...sighs.. nvm..tts y last time pple keep say i quiet..but is actually i dun noe wat to say ...or jus forget abt fitting in cos i cant n i dun mind it.. loner u call it... gd wat..at least dun need to tire myself. jus leave it. |
| Monday, July 9, 2007 |
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when ur bitten...dun be shy when ur being mistaken...dun ever cry when teachers look down on u.. it's not the end when students treat u without respect ...dont need to care cos i know ... alot of things left to do that u all wont dare . ''perservere and success will follow!!'' -rm idol in this world so kinds of pple. tt's life...unexpected disappointing things do happen. u dun wish them to, but they just do. |
| Sunday, July 8, 2007 |
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wat a faker stop putting on an act.. jealous n crazy u wan attention yea? try take it, if u can have it i dont need attention there u have it love care and people to pamper u pacify u and make u feel ohh soo loved symphathy they give. when u return fake crocodile tears how many hearts do u want to pierce?!?! listening to u letting u turn things from black to white from wrong to right wat we didnt do was our dignity our own rights we had to fight! and yucks i was almost tricked i guess. but i tolerated yucks now i hate it just shut up |
| Thursday, July 5, 2007 |
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my brother is right. why should i feel inferior when with the other kind of people? jus becos they play at nite. they do more stuff i wont wan to do.... haha. why should i? okay i wont already =) -->teacher today..com sys.. play MR BEAN FOR US TO WATCH LEH!! sho humourous duncha all think so man...hahaha tt blur n 'innocent' mr bean..try to copy the test answer...HAHAHAHA..den after that..lesson end le!! only 10 min lidat.. haha den i go 'play' le~ yay~ time flies ~ haha.. i got new place to rest le..yeahh..hm.. my results not too gd ..let's work harder...:) motivation!!! inspiration!! and effort!! easy to say..hard to do.. but will try..without too many ..distraction!!! today is a pleasant day. hope u all have a peaceful day and the next day and a life with a peaceful ray... of sunlight..that is wat i wan to say ....brighten up ur life make it bright. so it wont be jus a piece of clay...? there goes my poem..for the day ~!!! tHeReALmIcHelLe |
| Tuesday, July 3, 2007 |
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haha so weird.. sometimes things happen all at once..sometimes pauses all at once..seems to be this way all the time! haha like for e.g. now nobody online toking... :P den when wan talk..den all talk same time ?! wah seh..u realise pple use blog as form of communication? to speak to people? even to criticise and to say all their points of views....rather one sided stories.... well.. den those without blogs are deemed dumb?? i hope not... i hope this world wont be too much dependent on online online ..ya hahas okies.. sometimes dont u wish pple wont generalise things.. and wont find excuses all the time?? or never thinking that the fault lies in themselves?!?! why cant they accept wat they do unto people? why dont they practise wat they preach? do they even noe themselves?? do i ? do they?? do we?? u werent there when i needed u ... but instead u said i didnt care abt u.. i mean how could u.. but i forgave u inside me.. but of cos i cant forget....anw.. i wont take it to heart cos watever for???..... well , i dislike blogs that are sad and gloomy and really hope mine wont turn out to be. well i felt so trapped b4... now i dont think i will .. i dont thing i have to. no obligations to feel trapped again.. be free!! everyone!! carefree!! ..do wat u want!! dont let others decide wat u should do!!! dont let others have control over u!!! and dont let j guy overcome u..which i DID NOT!!!!! wahaha.... well...MAY ALL HAVE A GREAT NIGHT , A GREAT GREAT DAY AHEAD.. The art of humour : Make jokes, take jokes...tt i can respect n learn frm two people...of such great qualities.... sk n rm!! ahh!! ahahas...aww.... i m attracted to humourr ya noe..i do have one... sense of humour...i suppose.. right.....julia??? haha... well maybe i m only funny to her... or to balerie. haha.. i noe u pple find me funny jus that all shy to say... so nvm.. i noe i have my own sense of humour...many people also got their own sense of humour..own kind of funny.. ..either they themselves are funny or they make funny things....etc... most of my frens can take jokes ...haha..jokes that u give and u take.. fair? hahas.. u do things.. u have to take things..righties.. okies...not to forget weiling...how much i disturbed her with elow..the add math teacher..haha n we disturb each other till vv jialat.. like as though who likes him!?! :P.. haha.. i tink he tink i like him maybe..aiyo...but his actions are funny though his person is not funny...and we make it funny when is not funny...is like the bian tai stuff like smelling pencil smelling his chair..i go frame weiling for doin so... and stuff...and she miss seeing my reaction when i see him cos i will imagine her doin those smelling chair stuff..and his funny weird actions like slapping his hands..stomping around... looks down at weiling with 'sexy' loving eyes.. or watever la....and...wahahaa....teaches weiling with care... blah blah..is so funny tt time cant stop laughing..every1 keep tinkin i like add math teacher....alot pple therefore share the joy of disturbin me with him..even though i dun like him..is so funny still..is like cheating him or wat.....no la no la.. jus all a joke..all for fun..we all noe it =) hahahaha... remember we can like SMELL him when he cum cos his colonge very strong.. n the way he walks..weilin says stick man... okies sk, julia sleep well sweet dreams ...~~ oh ya cheryl ...n cherlyn also eehehehe..and all those who love me..... tis reminds me.. people like cheryl.. even julia..wishees me well and are happy for me.. wat abt u... sayin such stuff. i mean.. sighs..y does some pple mind works in circles n circles....do u expeerience wat we are experiencing..do u noe wat is happenin... do u noe who is/are my true frens....how can u be so quick to speak...n point at pple. oh ya that competition thingy..tt i 'submit' my ownself when i did not.. is cancelled.. cos i emailed them tryin to change name of person to submit me...cos is not i ownself submit.. hahas. , and if cant i ask them to cancel . they called me up..therefore...law by law.. cancel! =D hurray... hahas......;) cos they say MY FACE copyrighted wahaha ...cos i said it in email ma.....but if any1 REALLY TRULY ever thinks i can qualify into this competition where i feel may be somehow of an insult to me..haha sorry for disapppointing u !!wahaha watch me in the next star idol..or yong bu yan bai..!!! kidding...but who noes man..!k la..maybe i am not 'pretty' enuff too for most..but who cares . God made every1 n all are perfect ...n beautiful.. wahaha....anw i din intend to be part of it.. i am like fine.. okay ..as long as no shrek ear photo..wahaha..laugh it off la.. so fine~ now. no faceeee no faceeee no more throwww faceeeee... |
| Monday, June 11, 2007 |
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today me and cheryl went out! haha yay! bought things eat things ! yay! had fun! yay! yay! haha weird stuff involved too silly ridiculous hilarious stuffs happened.. -cheryl's o shaped mouth shock face when i almost 'fly out' of the bus ahahha..ok la the bus driver was terrible dont u agree?! haha.. -slipper size -shoe stain -slipper mark -other things moral of the day is ...: nothing is perfect 
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| Saturday, June 9, 2007 |
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therefore..i m weird..in a positive wayyyyy today at escape! haha peifen my lover dun like haunted house julia got new 'lover' ahah.. julia is called green..wahaha sry sk my fault (partially)...poor stomach... kenneth conquered his fear alr congratss kenny maybe at home sleeping nvm thanks everybody~ had fun!!! hope u all had fun too!!!! =D |
| Tuesday, June 5, 2007 |
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i cant see all my posts -.- can already... |
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dun like pple who act wise dun like pple who keep praising others for no use!! MAKE them proud only.. worse thing is... when it is not even true and to everyonne...PLEASE BE AS HAPPY AS YOU CAN.!!!!!!! http://riin.imeem.com/music/vwrr4Xsk/qu_zou_zou/ jiMMy lin ZHi ying!!! ahhh peifen...now den see my beautiful dog videos.. *shake head* exploit it she will do.... |
| Monday, June 4, 2007 |
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lalalalallalalallalaaalallalalallalallalala currently both julia and sk 'loves' me and accompanies me yea! glad to have ur company and of cos other ITAS members too la.. though noisy but funny/lame la...waha waha right now : Food is good gummies chooclates gummie wif choco green apple gummie hm.. food super ring snacks alot of other food |
| Friday, June 1, 2007 |
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only a few pple can be my ou xiang not everybody...kay hahaha..ultimately..only got one main/'official' ou xiang in singapore that is..who also claims to be frenss wif me...and many of his fans.... haha... chopstick brothers (yq & rm) rox wahaha.. but i nvr whole day/whole life ouxiangouxiangouxiang siaoooo.. i got balance one...K! dun believe ask those ard me.. hahaa..now like only i online haha hahahhaa y mus so many pple remind me of ou xiang haha..maybe jus some characteristics/ likings/ views... but dont worry pple i look at u all as a whole..and everyone of u all are different and specialllllllllllllll ..waha this is wat rongming said too.. stay happy ~ he will say too.. i agree and will say too! but easy to say maybe hard to do yea? but TRY K ...think that ' it could be worse' when u feel sad. k wat ever here is jus basic simple thoughts tat all pple noe. so ya. gd nite / gd byeeee haha hmm i conclude that this poly life is = lame /funny.. to many i suppose. hahas! studyin wif frens durin weekends for tests!! they comin mai house cos i lazy and dun wan to go out or cos i got church or wat.... ahha thanks thanks hopefully we will and sure can focus and do well!!!!!!!!!1 ahh scared scared tests! ..all the best to us and to me.. hmm |
| Wednesday, May 30, 2007 |
 ORIGinAL by shikang~ use paint draw..wow so talented. i decO! or add in colours!! ^^ For My Com BAckGRdd..more pleasing to the eyess! =D random animal frm neopets!! haha nice pink. |
| Saturday, May 26, 2007 |
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HELLO EVERYBODY... LONG TIME NO SEE DO STAY HAPPIE... |
| Sunday, May 13, 2007 |
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blogger is weird these days ahaa so i cant change font colour -.- when i see some girls take photo..then they pout the mouth..very eeeee.... hahahaa my father is crazy these days.. hahaa family madness irritatingness... euro fair = scary + expensive+quite fun dat day i went. .. becos of xuelin k! sat 3 rides.. first one nice...second short..third is ok if dun open eyes n can scream realistically all u wan ..wahah 360 degrees n so high! n only for 4 persons..is called..vortex but cant beat the mickey mouse roller coaster in america. that one really can 'DIE' so cold so dark so fast ..so many circles ..tt one mus really take out specs .hm.. tt one is really like final destination de..wahha audrey saw me!!!! i nvr see her =X... haha nex time ITAS grp go kkk? hhaa go to... escape or euro fair oso can.. :P |
| Friday, May 11, 2007 |
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about school : school's fun school's tiring haha nice ITAS grp and nice pple makes the day a happy one all the best to me academically..haha with the help of my frens...n my 'tutor'.. i can jia you better! |
| Tuesday, May 8, 2007 |
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hello everyone... today is a special day cos i met balerie and actually went home with her..with a some other pple... funny balerie and funny secondary school stuff we remembered...ahahaa yes a memorable day.... the AS grp ...is not applied science.. is 'anti social' ..but not really very ANTI. hahaa cool grp cool grp... consists of 2 girls 2 guys... of cos i inside..though...sometimes i m girl sometimes i m guy irritating pple are so irritating i hope it will stop growingggg k i very lazy to blog alot already hahahahaaha cyaa |
| Monday, April 30, 2007 |
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s-i-c-k an old stranger even offered me a cough drop |
| Thursday, April 26, 2007 |
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helloS haha trying to adapt in the new sch hope i will be happy haha teacher called me Michael by accident ...yea sure continue to call me that, i may as well be a guy. my class all guys. actually will be quite alright...if i wasn't 'followed' or disturbed by a person initially. now that can change class i think there is no need to ... cos i m no longer followed... so i hope i will be okayy ....:( my fate is likdat ..if change..will it be worse or better i also wont really noe.... etc.n aboutt transfering course if succeed i happy cos it is sorta my 'dream'...if cant, really is okay. cos i m jus trying my luck . when i wif peifen a girl in my course, will talk alot. maybe it's like accumulated or smth...haha.. pple think we are like sec sch frens ... haha.. she says i talk louder than her. really? haha.. kenneth and shikang are our frens :) ..quieter than us... nice pple.. .since happen to eat same canteen, 'forced' /called by us to take neoprint ..hm first guys i took neos wif k..haha but we no ulterior motives at all of cos.. they both are real sec sch frens..diff class.. jus like me n peifen...'sec sch frens' diff class..so will find each other ..haha..so is like same boat like that. except i m not a true michael. get it? well i think everybody noe abt that irritating person? but i not sure if everybody knew i was suffering?maybe pple did help but it was a bad experience i hope it truly ended i am like quite old in class btw. haha. but i dun think pple noe. i hope they noe.. haha one guy in my class the backview look like ym..ahahas anw i keep talking abt ym to pple ...our 2 gd frens only noe when i say his chinese name.. ahhh i nvr really see all my frens ard in tp.. frens appear lehh...boost my energy ...make my day..or life!! hahahahs hope to survive. better survive. will survive... |
| Wednesday, April 11, 2007 |
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Life's playing tricks on me or on people!!! Hate it!! devil's work? humans' carelessnes?! PEI! Ha. Stretching my patience huh? I will survive. BLOODY HELL , literally . can i delete this blog?? haha cos i think i can't blog nope i think i shouldn't delete this blog... cos my frens will come here..right?? :D maybe i wont blog too well.. wont blog too much in details... wont blog out of impulse or stuff likdat ..haha.. pardon me :) shall follow balerie's style of blogging.. i kinda like her style of blogging . really. hahas. she blogged abt her getting injured and her father is gd.. =) i would also like to say my brother is gd... he cares like the most or smth. although sometimes he is too petty watsoever... and well, someone else , erhem erhem cares too =) can it be true? hope so with no strings attached. the diff is just that i can appear irritating and irritate my brother all i like and i don't care to quite a large extent while to others... is like, must draw some line. But i really appreciate the things ... people...frens family ard me. back then and now... Don't u ?? http://profile.imeem.com/NnRxpa/music/89iNmN5U/cant_take_that_away_from_me_mariahs_theme/ My primary six teacher played this song for me that time ... am i a problem person?haha no right. |
| Sunday, April 1, 2007 |
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13 strokes (direct translation in chinese) / the homecoming first episode got yongmeng!! everybody watch!! hahaa more shows to come too... |
| Wednesday, March 28, 2007 |
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YES YES UNPREDICTABLE THINGS CAN BE GOOD THINGS!!!! I SENSE A GOOD THING!!! |
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''At this stage it may not be the best place to give cliché advice but I feel that you should heed the idiom "a bird in hand is better than two in the bush".Good luck and make the best of what you can get.'' ''Consider the remaining options you have. If the other polys are still accepting DAEs, that may be your only option right now.But don't give up over the longer term. Persist and the current set back willonly make you stronger. I wish you all the best.'' From an email from terence chong director of applied science rp... through email ... at least he replied and while others simply ignored my mails/enquries... but still i will be depressed but not for eternity i will make the 'right' decisions...
At this point of time... this photo speaks it? oh ya this blogskin speaks an amount of depth too... Don't you just hate unpredictable things to happen? Don't you wish you could control situations? Everything can seem so joyous then become so black and dark the other moment That's life right! stupid... |
| Tuesday, March 27, 2007 |
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Really dunno what to blog right now... haha don't blame me it's a long story... |
| Thursday, March 22, 2007 |
| INESCAPABLE STRESS |
| Friday, March 9, 2007 |
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maids, tutors and dogs i love all of them and hope to see all of them soon ! my closest companions... so many problems i dont really like having a blog cos need to report things... i dont like reporting things! haha.. i don't like explaining things! so don't ask me ahh haha ... is like if i post, then there will be changes then i have to keep editing the posts?! People out there, do not be affected by me, do stay happy...! wah everything / my electronic gadgets are all going crazy going faulty !! arrghh laptop speakers camera tape recorder oh my gosh isit i overuse or misuse them or isit wear and tear?? My family members have a heart... I am so proud of them |
| Thursday, March 8, 2007 |
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oh gosh it seems like everything(almost) isn't going right for me! it's like haywire! Bad timing Bad decisions Bad Luck! But actually... I just wanted to help ! I just wanted ppl to be happy/happier ! I even give in /sacrifice or what u call it, okay! But it all ends up to nothing... so sad right. so fed up aiya sometimes i dunno if pple appreciate wat i do or understand wat i do but then i also don't know if i should do wat i do ! hahaha so confusing! yea! cherelle says that pandan leaves will help..outside my house got leh... so do i eat it up or smth to help? ? haha... ans me,mouseyy! ''I am at a loss...'' ( i tend to say this frequently ,hahaha) ''It's so difficult to be a good person...,really''( if i can, i type in chinese) One of my chinese teacher said before... Finally, may everything goes smoothly for all of us. Amen... |
| Wednesday, March 7, 2007 |
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there are different kinds of humour in different people different kind of strengths and different kind of weaknesses in everyone everyone has their b-e-a-u-ty ... no one should look down on themselves...nor feel inferior! oh yea...i am telling myself too! i can do it! i must be proud of myself! i, too, can accomplish great things and not just watch pple do it ! you all too!!!! Never say die~! ! ah!! haha aye... so familiar... m-o-t-i-v-a-t-e-d ''the crowd isn't always right, so why must one follow?'' |
| Sunday, March 4, 2007 |
  hallucinating again...haha
jus like GTO...
monkey- like too |
| Thursday, March 1, 2007 |
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HAha i Have a thing for monkeys. I used to be like a MONkeY when i was young. Okay, at least in some photographs... n someone who is ym said i scream like monkey in a my dog video...Depends,really.. sometimes when young or now like block of ice or wood too ..wahahhaa....Monkeys sun wukong etc. and the ella as a boy that show... Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu got a ''GoldeN MonkeY'' called JirO..anw that show, i think wuzun looks like dao ming si...or another member frm hk boy'z i used to like meteor garden part one alot... esp Ah Si...hhaha till that my brothers gave me F4 jigsaw puzzle leh! wahaha...but i prefer Ah Si if u ask me choose... but now i dunno haha but i know alot pple like wuzun Thanks to julia and christine...... a new staff at my mum's office... I found out his name is Jiro Wang ( Wong Dong Cheng) (taiwan) .. so cute and extremely funny... and naturally animated... awww .. but one thing is he's muscular ) he's a model b4 i hear christine say ) then abit weird..haha maybe i got to get used to it. so cute like a baby ! Steven Cheung Chi Hung frm boyz (hongkong) is also so cute like a baby and the funny thing again is tt he muscular but nvm!! so cute n innocent ..u pple may not know him cos not much publicity in singapore...Both cute boys can sing well act well act funny!! AH!! jiro!! See him so happie :D:D:D everyone become so happy :D:D:D Not to worry, not only tampines got liang zai . Tampines : WALKING WITHIN A BODY OF PEOPLE- Julia. TV also got!!! HmpH! kk back to JIro''Da Dong''/Dong Cheng .... his family? he only got a mother...no siblings no father ? not too sure tooo. same like dicky cheung (zhang wei jian) and tony leung chiu wai., no fathers...For now, he's my personal monkey pet =D oh of cos i nvr forget, yongmeng also behaves like a monkey too MY PET MONKEYSSS !! plus sun wukong which is dicky plus my younger self(MYSELF LEH) plus even tony leung chiu wai he is also funny in case u dunoo!! steven chow also!! plus my dog too!!!!!!! jimmy lin also got act monkey b4!! haha no choice ma, must have more idols, can't just focus on rm steven chow, one of our asian heros! good childhood frens with tony leung chiu wai...n brought him into the media industry Do remember to catch SeouL RaiDers this Sunday Channel U 9 pm got Tony Leung Chiu wai!!! Liang Chao Wei!!!!!!!!!!! Funny plus exciting plus cool plus interesting seh! I got the vcd hehe
tony leung and the dog both look so kind... they are one-of-a-kind... IDol FeVEr takes away stress~ brings in Happiness.. LAter got ice cream to eat lo~ Music Fer All Ears~~~~~ Gabrielle - Out Of Reach .... Well, maybe not all ears. Thanks Cheryl, thanks mrs ng hui choo... |
| Wednesday, February 28, 2007 |
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So tiring to wake up early in the morning...*cold*(heaty though) my back will be aching... haha eyes closing...like neo weiling?? hee... but as the afternoon sneaks back...i can feel my strength reccuperating.... but i m losing it... i am tired all over again! hahaha no choice ma *yawns* *tears( of sleepiness not sadness)* -Be careful with your words!!
What's next? With my fleeting/soundless steps, I caught many...
-this post is suposed to be on thursday too.. but i guess blogger didn't manage to wake up as early as me. Ha! |
| Tuesday, February 27, 2007 |
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AIYA ALL MEN/BOYS ARE THE SAME IS IT A STAGE OR WHATSOEVER YOU THINK IT IS SOMETHING REALLY SPECIAL YOU WILL REALISE IT WILL SOON BE OVER IN THE END, IT MAY ALL END UP TO NOTHING AS FOR SOME GIRLS/LADIES DO GET BACK HERE. FLAUNTING AROUND AND ACTING OH-SO-INNOCENT. DID YOU THINK THAT EVERYTHING WILL BOW DOWN TO YOUR ACTIONS? LISTEN TO ME, I AM LIKE ALL MOTHERS If you are an exceptional, oh ok, i will let you off, dude. But who knows what's for real. You know there is many stupid phenominals( how to spell!!!!) Life is so unfair ''I can’t even dream up a dream that’s worth the keep'' quoted frm Rebecks. ''So, how can one speak forever?'' After saying /caring so much for the people around me, typing so much, thinking so much, please don't say I am jealous. Cause that's out of the question. --Tmr i need to start going office |
Do i Relate to Fictional Characters or Real Life people was one of the qns in this quiz. Well, I chose fictional characters. Humans are hard to fathom. There seems to be an end to everything. A period, a season, then it fades or it comes then it goes or whatever! Not Permanent. Seldom. Humans are complicated things, after all. For e.g. One person suddenly turns cold to u when he/she seemed so good with you. Then it can suddenly stop. Halt. The similar treatment has gone on to another person. Is this all a Play? A PEriod. A SEAsoN? A CharacteristiC that made all this? So many things can change within days... |
| Monday, February 26, 2007 | ||
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I ain't wasting my life ... really, so don't have to worry...I have yet to start to relax. Are Dreams My Reality~~~??? *song* Haha I keep having dreams these few days....They seem so real and rather ...similar to each other... EH..I dreamt i in tp design sch camp again! Terrible camp as usual...hm, with weiling and another pl lite that looks familiar but seem somehow deformed in my dream.. Then! Tp design sch students CAnNOT wear T-shirts but can wear other shirts la!..Ridiculous !! Luckily real life not like that... oh i also dreamt of ym smiling at/waving to me a few times... n he was abt to play football or smth ...funny dreams..alritey...tuesday...police and thief got his chopstick brother...yiqing appearing! haa...btw i think this season's of police and thief is funnier, nicer, more meaningful...good larh! Really! Is like... can teach pple morals and simple facts of life...WiTH HuMoUr too You KnoW... I can't continue elaborating it here. I hope i can come out with such good ideas and better ones! However...It's a pity sometimes how publicity fools the crowd!
Sooner or later i will know if i can go into poly(s)?? Oh noo Oh noo.... whatever happens...Bless me... bless me ...
Okie then I better leave here now... I too have got things to do TOO... errands to run... and Yes i do learn along the way. We all learn things with each passing day, anyway. So why am I being disappointed by the world so many times? Stopping it.. Ah..i spent too much time blogging...not much time left for helping my mum with renewals/work...well at least i took time to talk to myself or to u people...in the open. So I gotta get back to my serious business KAY. The Following song titles seem like they're derived from weakness, but when u listen to it... u know it is totally the opposite! A1- Scared... Such a GREAT SONG... If you're looking for danger here I come...u better look out it's just begun...... dadadada~~~..Avril Lavigne- Freak Out .... Try to tell me what I shouldn't do, you should know by now...I won't listen to you......~~~ |
| Friday, February 23, 2007 |
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A1-"Learn To Fly" When you feel the dream is over Feel the world is on your shoulders And you lost the strength to carry on Even though the walls may crumble And you find you always stumble through Remember never to surrender to the dark Cuz if you turn another page You will see that’s not the way The story has to end And if you need to find a way back Feel you’re on the wrong track Give it time, you’ll learn to fly Tomorrow is a new day And you will find your own way You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry Then you’ll learn to fly In your head, so many questions The truth is your possession The answer lies within your heart (within your heart) You will see the doors are open If you only dare to hope And you will find a way to fight The fears that kept you down Cuz if you turn another page You will see that’s not the way The story has to end And if you need to find a way back Feel you’re on the wrong track Give it time, you’ll learn to fly Tomorrow is a new day And you will find your own way You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry Then you’ll learn to fly Looking at your situation There’s so much that you can do Now’s the time to make your stand This is just an observation In the end it’s up to you The future’s in your hands And if you need to find a way back Feel you’re on the wrong track Give it time, you’ll learn to fly Tomorrow is a new day And you will find your own way You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry Then you’ll learn to fly Give it time Then you’ll learn to fly |
| Friday, February 9, 2007 |
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Well some updates!! i now officially have one dog! so i wil need to do some adjustments to the dogs' lifeline...oops i mean life lane LA.. lifeline is major thing ya noee...Hmmm Sam is given away to my ah ma's tenant! he will have a good life, better be!!! am i sad? not really...dogs come and go... i shall understand this by noww...kinda miss the two-dogs life.. it's real funny n fun...cute and childish..painful(kena bit 1st time neh!) yet memorable and always remain! Shall not forget the Russy number 1 and number 2 !!!! For now.. let's hope everything goes smoothly..the application and all... and for the days coming... |
| Monday, February 5, 2007 |
 My Mum and baby Isabelle |
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really la balerie..and weiling... i am the same as u.. ..both i cannot take criticisms....will remember it forever..!!! sometimes pple say some harsh words or direct things.. GRRRRRRRRRRRR SHUTTTTUP SHUTTUP The difference pple see it...may not be it (hey i post this..does not necessary mean i have been criticised recently or wat or maybe..or anything.. u imagine urself lor..hahaha) ALL THE BEST TO WHATEVER LIES AHEAD... good things come to an end..~ the nelly furtado cool song goes... so i add ..good things will come again....though..bad things are bound to happen... |
| i wan to escape from the online world..!!! |
| Balerieee where are u!! save me!! |
| Sunday, January 28, 2007 |
 See! yongmeng! haha .. next week 7pm on channel 8 got! haha..thanks meiling for telling us... tt iweekly got this not to forget the police and thief show got his chopstick brother yiqing on episode 5! must tape both shows!! aha the weird thing is the camera i think spoil already! ahhh..pls recover...!! :( |
| Sunday, January 21, 2007 |
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My family members are driving me crazy. Other things, etc etc etc too.. I am going mad~~~ HEADACHE is back...FENG YoU too..medicated oIL..dig it out again( like i always use for my exams and when i doing sch work or whenever, wherever..) Joke of the day : so funny& cute..leeteng sounds like LIU DE HUA( my bro say) classic joke: TIRED..
Chew chor meng said this before
Is she worth it?
Please don't waste your time
Why must i care ...!! I am VERY disappointed in you... *aha*
Can't get too close, if not....
Make me leh... haiz.. I get irritated very easily.. :(
We ourselves can choose what we want to like
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| Saturday, January 20, 2007 |
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yesterday TP open house --> so crowded and congested and noisy ( as usual) BUS DRIVER ATTEMPTED TO MURDER ME WITH RUBBER; TWO SLIDES OF RUBBER, EACH COMING FROM EACH SIDE This reminds me of a story.... Running in PLMGS(S) basketball court during PE sec 4, 2o05 i think.. *my shoelace was untangled* Michelle ( to Balerie) : Hey don't step ah! But i think in the end really ah.. eee ( u noe wat) ! hahaha once i talked to my maid on a rough floor place and got excited and 'jump' then fall, till my leg got blood! ahhh -.- (dun worry balerie i nvr blamed u cos i know it is my shoelace's fault! and human reaction cant be that fast!! ahah!! ) haha the 3 frens meet for that open house la. -> leeteng, brian and xuelin.. and..later..so funny ..brian actually said ''he wants u to harrass him'' AHAAHAHAHA . BACK TO LIKEABLY FALSE INSPIRATIONS AND DEPRESSION STATEMENTS
Right now..., just indulge in what we have... chocolates and food and tv shows! are they enough! ?   [[[something frm tp open house by the diploma in information technology!ahaa.. and my face always the front-est and bigg-est la ...know why..cos the other pple all so SHY ...]] HopeFully..., i can get into a poly course i will be happy in ..will that be tp?? I DUNNO.. If i go polytechnic, i will miss the mdis times too... [[ I did not circle myself, seriously!!! ]]
 [[MDIS Observations ]] : smoking, relationships, human beings, schools, food, life, love, hate, boringness, luck, symphathy, truancy, integrity, simplicity, study, rest, mass comm, weird lectuers ,bias lectuers, lenient lecturers, lame and funny lecturers with some sense of humour, stress , loner and owner, might, strengths, video-making/editing, unfairness in life, stuck feelings, hunger, transport ...etc... So other all these, I have matured(as i already am..) much.. miss the dear cherlyn and erm..vicky' gang' too la.. and cass ying cheryl..cherry, charlene, anna, tisa ...everyone is in my memories and life... Who knows i may go back to mdis... but.. i . really dunno wat will happen. |
| Tuesday, January 16, 2007 |
  just some really decent screencaps. |
Introducing the Winter PaLs... (pst: i really duno how and what to blog ahaha) Introducing cherelle the mouse... and the cat.did i just say cat?! argh )@$(@(_)#)@#_@)) Dedicated to Cheryl lian gui si the VIP haahaaaaaaa i suppose she won't mind this lil bit of publicity a lil bit HAhahaa... well.. we used to share a blog ..so well.. cheryl u can come in and blog all u want..aha really...! hahahaa..now ur blog..so hard to tagggg hmpH! i will get used to ur blog k hahahha...we gotta get used to have separate blogs..la.. |
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HIHI MICHELLE'S BLOG! MICHeLLE's BLOG : WHAT la! HAHA u see la u force michELLe to blog la! now she got headache!! and there are many other culprits.. MUAHAHAHAHhahHAHA...good good i like it...make her SUFFER..MUAHAHHAHAA ..oops i am such an eviL blog. -mgsp- |
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testing haha this is the real michelle |
